Don't try to understand this lila with your mind — that is not how it opens. Gurudev says it plainly: the mind is material, and anyone who thinks about it understands nothing. Don't think — stand still. When the mind becomes steady, still, the power of the Holy Name begins on its own to reveal the beauty of Krishna's lila in the heart. Become sevonmukha — turned toward service, not toward understanding — and the Name itself purifies, itself reveals itself. This is how a pond clears at dawn: the last ripple settles, and the still water reflects the clear sky without any effort.